Reflections at the Lake

Last spring I went to the lake for a swim. When I arrived there were several people there, 2 girls at a picnic table, a young woman on the shore writing in a journal, 2 women and a man sitting by the lake with a speaker blaring pop/ rap music and a group of 4 young men who also had a speaker, blaring country music. Since these two groups were only 30 or 40 feet apart, it was loud, annoying and unpleasant. This doesn't happen often, but it made me go into SuperCharged mode. I pondered what my options were. I could say something but when dealing with a level of consciousness that behaves like this, it rarely goes well. Then I saw it as an opportunity to maintain my peaceful state of mind regardless of what appeared to be happening around me. It connected me with feeling like regardless of what kind of chaos seems to be happening “out there”, I can choose to abide in my I Am presence and remain undisturbed by it. Then I thought of Merlin and I planted my feet on the lake bottom and moved my hands in their direction with the intention that they would leave. Within 5 minutes of me sending the thoughts/ intentions that they were ready to go, the group with the pop/ rap music left and within 10 more minutes the 4 boys with the country music blaring left. After the first group left, I was listening to the lyrics of the country music song and it was about a woman who was in her glory. Earlier that day I shared with my partner a mantra used in Access Consciousness that goes “All of life comes to me with Ease, Joy and Glory”. Love the synchronicity of this. When I got home it was time for RJ's reading of Supercharged, #5 and he made mention of using hand gestures to amplify “magick”. Bam.

It also reminded me of RJ saying when we layer mantras and affirmations over the subconscious mind it's like playing 2 different songs and asking the Universe to dance to 2 songs at the same time. What you get is a sh** show. I was so grateful to have such a tangible experience, and a lovely swim!

Stop Re-acting, simply respond

This happened a few months ago. A “friend” betrayed a confidence, and it was a situation that also involved my best friend. When I found out about it, I called my bestie and informed her of the situation and then simply stated, no big deal, I sorted everything out with everyone else involved. I then calmly explained that I understood why she did it, it was just her EMI wanting attention and wanting to feel special. To which my best friend who has known me now for over 15 years and is also a student of RJ’s said to me, “Wow, Monica, you really have changed. The old Monica would have gone “off” and called everyone who would listen and ranted and raged.” Yup, she was 100% correct. It sure is fun to respond like a sane person and handle situations calmly. These teachings really do lead to liberation when practiced. Thank you RJ!

Be the change you wish to see in the world.

I love how RJ always tells us that if "spirituality" doesn't improve the quality of your day to day life, it's worthless. I love sharing my "triumphs of the teachings" and encourage you all to do the same.  It's all about the tangible experience of the improvement of the quality of your day to day existence. On the Sunday after the Global Healing Meditation, a friend arrived at my house shortly after the meditation was over. Of course, I was flying high as a kite, totally connected to the waterfall of intelligent energy that he brought through in the guided meditation, and notice he never "shut it off". So, here I am, totally blissed out, Divine intelligent energy filling me and flowing from my heart chakra and palms. My friend asked me to drive him somewhere which I gladly did, and I could tell by his demeanor when he showed up he was clearly upset with me about something. I was driving and he let loose on me, both barrels, yelling at me, angry at me, and I was totally unphased by all of it.  It went on for about half an hour and it was all I could do not to laugh, I responded quietly a few times with a sentence here and a sentence there, but pretty much just let him rage it on out of his system.  Meanwhile I am placing my focus and attention on the waterfall, filling me, flowing it out of my heart chakra, filling the car with it, flowing it all over him. By the time we got home, he had calmed down and was downright pleasant the rest of the day. 2 days later he came to me and told me how impactful that had been for him, how impressed he was that I didn't take the bait. That I just stood my ground, allowed Source energy to flow to me and through me, and most importantly, I didn't fight back and I didn't let him manipulate me either! In the past, there would have been pushback. When you don't volley back, it disorients the person who is used to having you join them in their dance of crazy. When we apply these teachings and do the exercises, everything shifts. If you know you are in for a difficult day at work or encounter, do the Global Healing Meditation before you leave your house for the day and from time to time, place your focus and attention on the waterfall and the emanations of that energy through your heart and palms. For that matter, do it all the time, everywhere you go! We are the emissaries of light and calm in this chaotic mk ultra'd realm. Shine brightly my friends!                                     Link to the Global Healing Meditation:  

                                         https://www.youtube.com/live/AZtzaGk6HA4?si=W6c5-W0aRyWjqfhF

What am I seeking to achieve in this Moment?

The other night my partner shared a video with me that was really dark, exposing some of the atrocities of the past. Half way through (it was long) I contemplated why was I even listening to this and realized it was because I wanted to please him and get into his head a bit. (I will have to deconstruct that at another time).  Anyway, we got through the video and I was in a pretty detached space of stunned silence and told him I needed a moment to process this "information" and sort out what "I" was going to "do" with it. I got still, connected with RJ's teachings and next thing I know, RJ is in my head saying, there is no right or wrong, there is no good or bad, there is only what works and what doesn't work based on what it is you are trying to achieve. So, I asked myself, what is it that I am "trying to achieve" in this moment? My partner spends a few days a week with me and then goes to his home for a few days. I greatly value our time together. I realized what I desired to achieve was enjoying his presence, having an evening filled with joy and connection. So, I pretended I just arrived here, no past, no future and I focused on being in the bliss of his loving presence. We had a wonderful rest of the night.  Prior to RJ"s teachings, I would have gone into raging drama queen mode. I would have given him so much crap about "why would you share something like that with me? I didn't need that in my consciousness? on and on" In the past I would go into total lunatic blame mode, then spend the night and next few days in drama queen melt down mode, would have tossed him out the next day and not taken his calls for a few days. I cannot thank RJ enough for helping me put that crazy false self character in the back seat with duct tape over her mouth! My partner is also very grateful for the MASSIVE shifts in my attitudes and behaviors over the past year and a half. Finally, teachings that are relevant to our every day, moment to moment existence!